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Name: Jen
Country: United States
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 11/27/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: BRANDON!!! my friends Wade, Rachel, Gabi, Jackie, Matt aka Sparky, Mikeypants, Slim, Heather, Nicholas, Ken, Brian, and anyone else i forgot, music, movies, sports, talking on the phone, texting, the computer, usher, jennifer lopez, writing, singing (when noone can hear me except wade), dancing, watching TV, telling stories, shopping, eating, baking, sleeping, talking in general...
Expertise: being me... no more no less just me and if u dont like it then stay out of my way because if i change i change for me no one else...
and also im quiet good at crying and being a bitch... because thats wat most people know me as...
making christinas life a living hell...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
4/5/2005
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| ok so here is my stupid schedule...
Semester 1:
1: chem in society - laz
2: off campus - mcmurray
3: Adv. Algebra - crotty
4: us history - pappas
5: homeroom lunch - viverito
6: design unlimited - sasso
7: short story - stephensen
Semester 2:
1: chem in society - laz
2: adult living - strohm
3: adv. algebra - crotty
4: us history - pappas
5: lunch but i dont know
6: grammer - viverito
7: strength/cond 2 - hellrung
grr... i have no classes with anyone but if i do leave a comment | | |
|      ... they should have a tired smiley... because i am... anyways last night was crazy... at like 11 lastnight im just sitting in my room making my necklaces... well there is a phone call and i answer it... its my aunt mirza... she sounded in a hurry so i asked if she was alright and she said yea but everything isnt... she told me to give my mom the phone... so i ran downstairs gave her the phone and waited to hear wat happened... well when she got off the phone she started crying... my first thought was my grandma... but it wasnt... turns out my moms uncle died lastnight... so me and my mom went to go pick up my aunt and then went to blue island to see my grandma because it was her baby brother and she was a mess... everyone said she was like that when my grandpa died... i dont know because my mom was only pregnant with me... but ive heard the stories... anyways... she was on the floor crying when we got there... and we stayed there until 130 in the morning... my mom and aunts made plane reservations to go to guatemala today... in fact they are on there way now... my uncle tony went with her... because we are worried if she would be able to go there in her condition... she is a diabetic*** and she needed to calm down before she could do anything... i felt so helpless because i didnt know him very well so i couldnt cry... but i was there to comfort my grandma and help her... then when we left i think for the first time in my life i told her i loved her... and i do... maybe i should say that more to her... because i dont know how long she will be around... hopefully for a while... anyways yea... that wat happened lastnight...
RIP TIO... you were a smart and funny man... a beloved father, brother, uncle, cousin, and friend... and will always be in our hearts and forever missed... im sorry i didnt get to know you better while you were with us but i know you will be looking down on us while you are in heaven... I LOVE YOU!!! | | |
|  i MISS BRANDON!!! i miss my baby... my honeybee... i love him so much... i want to cry... i want to atleast talk to him ... but i cant until he calls... but who knows if he will... and i want to see him so he can hold me in his arms... but i wont be able to for at least another week... GRR... i want to go kidnap him he could stat in my room no one would find him... hehe...
I LOVE YOU BABY!!! come back to me soon | | |
|    ...after saturday thats how im feeling... ok so i was suppose to go to michigan on saturday but i ended up not going... so i just hung out around my house for the day... then i went to blockbuster and got portillos... then after dinner i was watching the movie "thirteen" which may i add is a STUPID MOVIE!!! anyway in the middle of it wade called me asking if i wanted to go to midlothian... well i ended up going... i hung out with josh wade marie and MATT!!! yes matt like matt borger... and marie is his girlfriend... it was akward... but kool at the same time... i mean i love marie she is the sweetest person in the world... everyone loves her she is just so kool and sweet and like not a normal person but she is... she is so down to earth... anywho... it made me realize some stuff hanging out with them... which is good... i guess... well i found out matt is a pot head supposibly... and that wade is always a good D.D. unlike me because i was gonna drink on saturday... if we could have gotten some... grr... umm matt is a crazy driver... never be in a car with him trust me... hes crazy... but wat it also made me realize was that... hes really gone there is no going back... the love i have for him i have to pack away along with all our memories... i will always love the kid because i mean come on hes my first love... he will always have a special place in my heart... and he was such an impact in my life... he made 8th grade the best year of my life... and i will never forget him... but i cant reminise*** over it anymore... because like him i have to move on once and for all... but there is a difference between matt and maries relationship and mine and brandons... and its not just the people in the relationship... well it is but not at the same time... its how the people act towards eachother... but i hope they are happy together and are together for a while...
this is wat i had to say about it lastnight... while crying and looking at pictures and stuff that remind me of him...
now please no one get mad at me...
its not fair... why cant i have the good relationship where im the one getting treated so good. why cant he be the jealous and miserable one about it. why is it always me??? he really loves her and they treat eachother so well... im happy for them but i want that too so i can finally mean it when i say i have it good and im better than i was when i was with him. until that im stuck reminising memories and wat we had... and cry because i know now rhes really gone from me forever... so i say my goodbye and i will always and forever love you matt... but im letting go so treat marie good... you both deserve it.
~ jennifer
Matthew and Marie Forever... the way it should be.
dont get me wrong I LOVE BRANDON!!! and he is a nice boyfriend to me... but i mean how i saw matt treat marie was like no other... i mean he gave her a song about them... that was sweet and meant something special. he shows he loves her and he doesnt lie to her... and he still is himself... he really loves her so matt is not a man whore hes in love... and im happy for him... i hope me and brandon can be the couple they are... but better because i deserve it... sorry that sounded selfish... but yea... we just need to get our situation straight...
lata
I MISS BRANDON!!! | | |
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!!! he called me finally... yesterday... he called me he called me... *im singing that right now* but i am so happy he called...i know im a dork... but yea... 